song in my head: she's so high- kurt nelson....hahaha
Feeling: Real Stressed out and head;s pretty heavy....
Day was not very good.... studying is hard work man... really hard... but i have no choice but to keep on pushing myself...... Says who ??? Says the society...... Gosh !@! Can somebody just change the way this world works or something before everybody gets depression.......
Read a blog by a friend of mine..... hmmmzzz... she talked about being left out by her friends and she only found out when people talked about it........haha.... guess i am not the only one.... sounds familiar.... yah !! Sometimes i do want to cry for all shit things like these.... and i used to.... but now..... why bother !! U know that kind of mentality............ and it suck i tell you..... for instance, no one informed me about the outing last week... it's only when i talked to ezan and ian yesterday then i found out.... sad but true........and just when you thought that u were the better friend but it turns out to be so horribly wrong...... all these are just a tip of the iceberg... there are alot of other things...... sometimes it does hurt a lot..... yes !!! it's an irony that they are people hanging out with you..... A lot of times.... i am on the brink of crying in the middle of the class.... A whole lot.... i cried at night and ask myself what has happened..... and i blamed myself for it.... sad sad....... it's that sense of loneliness and helplessness.....you understand !! If you are guilty of the above charges then i guess you dun AT ALL !!! but i thank those whom really make me feel what friends are supposed to make each other feel......
She is an emotional individual.
Has a blue heart, strong minded and focused.
often called a fashion addict, to her, dressing up is a form of self respect.
inspired by the environment aound her, she experiences spontaneous creative outburst at times.
work is very important to her and she earns her own keep.
she may seem like the happiest child in the world but she is hurting inside.
can be found in the nitty gritty parts of Singapore and flea markets.
she is totally random.
the movers
the audrey hepburn kind of style touched her.
vivienne westwood and punk rock culture moves her.
music hits her.
Brit rock embrace her.
Red hot chilli peppers loves her.
photography hugs her.
shopping motivates her.
vintage inspires her.
shoes makes her.
forensic science intrigues her.
Travelling calls for her.
Contemporary architecture stole her.
REAding teaches her.
andy warhol fucks her.
Sports makes her.
Marc jacobs corrects her
Movies keeps her.
TV shows honours her.
Passerbys
anthony kedis.
Kurt kobain.
rachel blison.
mischa barton.
tom ford.
