I went for a gathering with my secondary school buddies yesterday... the good old times.....had a lot to talk about.....haha... lots of laughter... lots of smiles......lots of fun... it was good to see so many of them taking time off for a chit chat and a cup of coffee.........Lay ying is going out to sea for 6 months.. well this would make up for 18 months job attachment period... well i could see that hinge of doubt in her eyes... afterall... you are going to be out on sea.....so the sense of fear is there.......and the fact that she is the only female on board... well that makes it worse..... i wish her all the best.... afterall she gets to dock at all of the famous ports in the world.....and can you imagine seeing statue of liberty for instance in front of your very eyes........ Cool!
It's amazing... i am 2o this coming december......what an irony....... i remember i was just an insecure teenager stepping into riverside secondary for the first time a couple of years ago......time files.....things change..... situations and circumstances change....well people change too....part 0f me is looking forward to the future with anticipation..... another part of me dreads going there... maybe because i cant stand not being a teenager anymore....or maybe because i cant stand the heaps and mountains of responsiblilities that is going to snowball on me....well soon......
Was talking to some of my classmates the other day.....on how exactly we ended up in millennia institute......haha.....another irony.....cause i remember saying that i wouldnt want to take A-levels......hahaha.... well well surprise surprise.... i am 3 months or so away from taking them.....suddenly it hits me... most of us in this school are the "accidental" A levels students.....hahaha......we ended up here simply because we screwed up our maths or science in our o-levels......most of us have dreams outside and not here...........IRONY......hahaha
I am going swimming tommorrow... it's been too long since my body touches a large body of water....then i will the library for my daily dose of notes...... wish me luck......
Good luck lay ying......take care and all the best............it's another irony again cause it seems like people that i value a lot is leaving me........
Sometimes... it's good to let go of some stuff.....cause good times and memories dun last forever you know.....i understand this through the hard way and i was hurt real bad in the process.......real hurt especially in the night whereby everything is pitch black and you feel so helpless and lonely.....so sometimes... i think it's better to move on rather than staying behind to mend things that are already broken.....because i have got a whole life ahead of me......
She is an emotional individual.
Has a blue heart, strong minded and focused.
often called a fashion addict, to her, dressing up is a form of self respect.
inspired by the environment aound her, she experiences spontaneous creative outburst at times.
work is very important to her and she earns her own keep.
she may seem like the happiest child in the world but she is hurting inside.
can be found in the nitty gritty parts of Singapore and flea markets.
she is totally random.
the movers
the audrey hepburn kind of style touched her.
vivienne westwood and punk rock culture moves her.
music hits her.
Brit rock embrace her.
Red hot chilli peppers loves her.
photography hugs her.
shopping motivates her.
vintage inspires her.
shoes makes her.
forensic science intrigues her.
Travelling calls for her.
Contemporary architecture stole her.
REAding teaches her.
andy warhol fucks her.
Sports makes her.
Marc jacobs corrects her
Movies keeps her.
TV shows honours her.
Passerbys
anthony kedis.
Kurt kobain.
rachel blison.
mischa barton.
tom ford.
