Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Feeling:Sadsong in my head:best i ever had-vertical horizonmood:thinking of him....National day parade was okay.....except for the fireworks, it was superb.....i hate seeing the rsaf and the air force cos it reminded me of him...... read his gf blog today.... wasnt feeling very good after that... it turns out that she would be joining him in aussieland today.... gosh... i hate myself sometimes....I missed him.... a lot really..... watching the rsaf march past reminds me of him and the tales of his encounters that he told me during our late night conversation.......where are you ????If only i had own up earlier....If only i had the guts to tell you when you asked "why are you so nice to me "I missed you....i missed those times whereby we talked about our dreams and aspirations.......i missed those times whereby you picked me out of the dumps with just a simple phone call or a message........i missed you real bad.............
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