Monday, September 19, 2005
thoughts:rejunvenation....Song in my head:weekends-perishers...my head is spinning..... with a very heavy headache...god knows why i am still awake at this unhumanly hour... i need a bit of sun.....to perk me up.....being dying for a week dousing myself with never ending pile of notes and thick textbooks..... my room's in a mess now.....hahaha....with notes all over.... an irony that mom said nothing about this mess....i think she understand....anyway...over the course of one week.....i have become an official carbon sink with god knows what amount of coffee that i consume..... yup... and actually being a carbon sink would help to reduce the amount of aerosols in the atmosphere or some sort cos we have a higher albedo right... correct me if i am wrong mr toh.... giggles.....i finished my last paper today... quite funny during the paper....cherie's stomach was grumbling non stop.... initially i thought that it was water pipes or something... as it was real loud....haha....somehow....on my way home i felt like just bursting into tears all of a sudden while pluggin into the perishers... too much going on recently...just too much...it seems like everything just snowball down all of a sudden..... i realised that i have been this pressure cooker for very long.... i am just waiting for the right time to explode.....haha.....and i have been venting my frustrations on my work... i mean really.... tiring myself out everyday so that i could go to sleep soundly.....honestly...i thought i would never had survive this week... well but i did... and i always tell myself "it's going to be over before you know it".... strangely it works very well......hahaSchool's ending in about 1 plus month time.....i like my class actually... and i am going to missed my classmates and my group of friends... i love you guys with all my love..... and for those people who like to judge me... go ahead....i live for myself and not you...... I AM APPLE LEEto dinosaur.... i will always be here for u girlfriend.... yah.... love you... we will live through this....."one's best teacher is often one's worst enemy" Dalai Lama
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