Wednesday, October 26, 2005
UNTITLED...after 6 months.... i decided to give it a try... i took the chance and guess what he did replyAPpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
heyclosebutnotyet. says:
hey there..APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
hw r u closebutnotyet. says:
haha im good thanks babe.closebutnotyet. says:
u?
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
i m fineAPpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
yup graduted a few days agoclosebutnotyet. says:
haha thats great..graduated? as in from MI right..APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
yah APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
n u APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
coping well ?closebutnotyet. says:
im in aus alr..closebutnotyet. says:
sydney..closebutnotyet. says:
u knew tt right?APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
oh... now i doclosebutnotyet. says:
haha.sorry tot i told ya i was leaving in june..closebutnotyet. says:
=)
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
it' s ok
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
so started sch already i supposed
closebutnotyet. says:
yeah..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
everything going well
closebutnotyet. says:
hmms well..lets jus say..im trying to get along..haha
closebutnotyet. says:
nice dress btw for prom
closebutnotyet. says:
u lk pretty gd..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
haha
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
thanX
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
tot i look damn weird
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
well u sure do well... have faith in ya
closebutnotyet. says:
sorry babe
closebutnotyet. says:
my friend called..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
it's ok
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
so got used to life over there
closebutnotyet. says:
haha
closebutnotyet. says:
nah not really..
closebutnotyet. says:
but i guess it takes time really..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
really
closebutnotyet. says:
so much faith in me? nah don think ill do well..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
yup... well afterall it isnt that easy at the beginning
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
y
closebutnotyet. says:
so whats next for u? uni?
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
yup... i keep my fingers crossed
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
u will man....
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
U WILL
closebutnotyet. says:
alright...
closebutnotyet. says:
thanks ..for the faith..hope i can repay it tho.haha
closebutnotyet. says:
ah . im so sick of life here i can die really.
closebutnotyet. says:
cant wait to go back in dec..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
sydney
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
Sick of sydney
closebutnotyet. says:
yeahh..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
that's new
closebutnotyet. says:
hahhaa
closebutnotyet. says:
i know
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
cos peepz here r like dying to get there
closebutnotyet. says:
its a whole diff story when u are out of ur comfort zone..
closebutnotyet. says:
first things first
closebutnotyet. says:
i DON HAVE A CAR! haha..
closebutnotyet. says:
but schs a walk away..so no matter..
closebutnotyet. says:
and ppl tot there are alot of hot babes in sch?
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
yup
closebutnotyet. says:
haha..think again..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
gosh ....
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
that sounds like bad
closebutnotyet. says:
haha..oh wells.
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
not much of an incentive to come to sch
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
i understand
closebutnotyet. says:
haha yeah. but i don care abt the babes really..
closebutnotyet. says:
haha.
closebutnotyet. says:
anywys..thanks for msging..u kinda hit me at e right time..haha.
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
no prob
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
haha
closebutnotyet. says:
i was like stressed from work..from stupid problems too..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
timing counts i guess
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
i c
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
2 much work i guess
closebutnotyet. says:
haha no..
closebutnotyet. says:
jus problems la..like r'ship ones..
closebutnotyet. says:
and u knw what i like abt sydney..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
yah
closebutnotyet. says:
the weather..haha i jus have to open my balcony and e gust of cold wind rushes in..
closebutnotyet. says:
whoa.
closebutnotyet. says:
seriously. u got to like it.beats spore anyday
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
Haha yup
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
well it's prettyu rainy nowadays
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
and it would be blazing the nxt min
closebutnotyet. says:
haha. i see..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
yes.... stepping out of an air con room is like going directly to an oven sometimes.....
closebutnotyet. says:
haha yeah
closebutnotyet. says:
heres the opp..
closebutnotyet. says:
haha
closebutnotyet. says:
its dam nice to go outside..
closebutnotyet. says:
and i don even slp with e aircon..i jus open my balcony...and ill freeze..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
save on the eletrictiy
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
btw yr gf is looks real cute
closebutnotyet. says:
haha.thanks...
closebutnotyet. says:
she does?
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
yah
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
she is
closebutnotyet. says:
thanks anwys..
closebutnotyet. says:
shldnt let her hear..cos shes ego..haha..kiddg
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
hahas
closebutnotyet. says:
i tell u ah..sometimes girls are so hard to understand..i mean its the same in ur case la..ulll think guys are the same
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
haha
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
iyah ... like when she says "it's ok" but it's NOt ok
closebutnotyet. says:
haha. thats more like in my case.
closebutnotyet. says:
its ...hard to explain.
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
long distance relationship kinda tricky afterall
closebutnotyet. says:
put it simply. i cant articulate properly what i want to say. and im always taking a step back for fear of someth happening.
closebutnotyet. says:
haha.its not really long-d la..for the last two - three months yeah it was..
closebutnotyet. says:
but well.she flew down a few weeks after i got here to accompany me... for a month
closebutnotyet. says:
and ill be flying back in dec..thereafter..if all goes well...
closebutnotyet. says:
she'll move in w me next yr..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
wow.... that's real sweet
closebutnotyet. says:
yeah it is..
closebutnotyet. says:
but it seems to fade..
closebutnotyet. says:
i mean..well maybe its jus me .
closebutnotyet. says:
but i feel tt ..well.the best person in this world to still understand me was my ex.. and it was much easier to communicte with her..
closebutnotyet. says:
but cos i was w her for so many yrs la.
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
it always hard to part with something that was there for so long
closebutnotyet. says:
yeah.
closebutnotyet. says:
oh well. i cant be bothered to look back anymore.
closebutnotyet. says:
jus wanna get my futture underaway
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
it's always ggod to look forward
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
well afterall....
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
u can only progress by letting go of some stuff behind
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
well give it a try u nv know
closebutnotyet. says:
heh
closebutnotyet. says:
i would..thanks ..
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
u should
APpLe= I need a tiny bit of sunshine...... says:
afterall she is willing to make it happenafter this he drifted away just like 6 months ago........ a friend of mine ask me...."do you still like him?" ..... well i replied "it takes time, so yes ".... "well i understand"........i was surprised that i am am still sane after this conversation.......thought that i would cry or something.........somehow... things changed..... i dunno.....guessed i was a lot stronger than i thought i really was......
tillthen
