Wednesday, May 31, 2006
I am confused... real confused... partially because this decision is really like going to affect me for the rest of my life.....i have always been decisive and stuff but when i am given a lot of options then i get a little paranoid in a sense..... maybe its because i have worked real hard for it or maybe because this thing was something that i really wanted long time ago.....sometimes i rather have limited options rather than a lot so that i could spare myself from being in such an agonising state..... but then again.....limited options means less variety.... kind of depriving given that we are living in a world filled with human rights activists.....its like a life threathening decision.... just like a brain surgeon pondering on whether to go ahead with the brain surgery despite knowing that it could be real dangerous and stuff... i guess...it's a gamble... a risk... stalks are high.... payout would be even greater if somehow it turns out to be right.....
i am like in the white and angelic mood now..... because everything i buy is like white colour.... well its one of this seasons' hottest colour besides nude and also yellow.....hahaha.... then i ponder over why people likes to purchase white stuff in general ??? Maybe it's due to the fact that we can never be a spotless or ever so clean piece of cloth in our lives.... we can never maintain that pure innocence that we once had when we were young hence we seek comfort in owning white items to compensate the "stains" that we had accumulated in our lives.... some people might beg to differ....white items is afterall easy to go with and also easy to mix....or maybe we are just comforting ourselves that we can be as "innocent" like we used to....
tillthen
