Sunday, December 03, 2006
today....
i finally broke down.... in front of my friends...
i cried... i yelled... i sobbed....
i am not insane...
its just the pressure amounting inside was just so tremendously great....
i did try to smile and tell myself to move on...
somehow that front just got teared down when i saw them....
i am not that strong afterall..
that taxi ride back home from nancy was just comforting.....
i do not know what to say....
i doubt that we will have anything to say anymore...
i tried to be normal but i cant.... i doubt you can too....
why cant things be normal again ?
oh i forgot... something happened...
tillthen